and what I’ll always think of when I hear them
Dua Lipa, Future Nostalgia
Dua Lipa’s sophomore album Future Nostalgia was released on my birthday in 2020, so of course I was bound to like it. The album was one of the first pop albums in a long time (maybe ever) that I really really loved upon its release.
Future Nostalgia is fun, and provided relief from the extremely stressful time that was March 2020 (and the following year). A few days before Lipa’s album release, Lady Gaga postponed the release of her highly anticipated sixth album Chromatica. In a time where people needed something to look forward to, Lipa’s decision to release her album a week early was respectable. And it paid off: in some ways, Lipa helped lead the way for musicians releasing music during the pandemic. Artists had to find new ways to showcase their music and connect with their fans, which Lipa spoke to NPR about. Now, going on Instagram Live and holding virtual performances are the norm, but in March 2020, many musicians were trying it for the first time.
The standout track to me when this album was released was “Levitating.” I also loved “Physical” and “Break My Heart,” but “Levitating” reminds me of my hometown where I would half jog, half walk and text a boy I matched with on Bumble in February who I planned to meet up with as soon as the pandemic was over and I was back in Washington, DC, to finish up my senior of college.
I never met up with Bumble boy and I never returned to DC to finish my senior year. But Future Nostalgia reminds me of a hopeful time when I thought I would do both of those things and more in 2020 (like travel to Greece and Jordan in the summer, see Lukas Nelson in concert in Washington, D.C., see Lukas Nelson in concert in Pennsylvania, etc. etc.). And one day, hopefully I will. I’ll just listen to Future Nostalgia to give me that hope.
Victoria Monét, Jaguar
Victoria Monét’s Jaguar is probably my favorite release of 2020. The album was released in August and, like Future Nostalgia, has distinctive disco influences.
Monét is a longtime friend and songwriter of Ariana Grande, and I have long wished for the day that Monét would get credit for her solo work in the same way that she does for her work on Grande’s albums (some of Monét’s recent songwriting credits include Thank U, Next [2019] and Sweetener [2018], both of which are Grammy-nominated). Jaguar is fun and sexy and is quite the departure from some of Monét’s previous projects, such as Life After Love, Pt. 1 and Life After Love, Pt. 2, where it is quite obvious that Monét is one of Grande’s main collaborators.
On Jaguar, however, Monét has a sound that is distinctively different. The title track is my favorite due to its heavy R&B and disco influences. “Experience,” to which Khalid lends his vocals, is another standout, and reminds me of the three-week stint I had over the summer waitressing at a pizza restaurant around the corner from my apartment building. I loved to play this song for my frat boy coworkers who exclusively listened to house music and absolutely nothing else.
Long story short, that job didn’t quite work out. Soon after, I started working at a COVID testing lab, where I would play “Jaguar” whenever I had the chance to queue a song on Spotify. It was here that I made some of my strongest friendships in this city for the first time since the pandemic started. For me, Jaguar is an album all about risks and new beginnings– like moving back across the country in the middle of a pandemic and waiting to see what happens next.
Sojaboy, I Love You
Okay fine, this one isn’t an album. And no, it wasn’t released in 2020. 90 Day Fiancé fans already know this. Is this my favorite song? No. Was this song critically acclaimed? Also no, unless you count the two 5-star reviews on Amazon music (“I love this cd,” raved one listener). But nonetheless, “I Love You” by Sojaboy is absolutely a 2020 staple.
Released in 2019, “I Love You” gained attention in 2020 when Sojaboy, real name Usman Umar, appeared on season 4 of 90 Day Fiancé: Before the 90 Days with his then-fiancé Lisa Hamme. For reasons documented on the show–like Hamme’s jealousy due to dating a local celebrity 20 years her junior– Umar and Hamme didn’t work out. And like any good reality TV couple, they had a very public breakup and bashed each other on social media.
But before there was trouble in paradise, Umar wrote “I Love You” about Hamme, and performed it live for her during her first visit to his home country of Nigeria, which was all documented on 90 Day Fiancé.
The season aired from February through June 2020, and was my go-to show through the first wave of the pandemic when I was home in the Bay Area. When I listen to “I Love You,” I think of sitting in lounge chairs in the backyard at my mom’s house in late spring with my best friend since high school (six feet apart of course), drinking lemonade mixed with Jack Daniel’s honey whiskey and talking about how we may as well enjoy our unexpected time off because the pandemic would soon be over.
This time is weirdly nostalgic to me. I never expected to be home for an extended period of time again. We naively thought everything would soon return to normal and tried to make the most of the time we had at home, despite our disappointment over our last semesters of college being cut short.
It is a privilege to be able to make the most out of the pandemic. But in a time where there aren’t many options, the most we can do is listen to some good music and hope for better days.